Daily Dairy

 I can still say that she was the best and the bestest thing that has happened to me . I was a kid , I was really very bad , mujhe ye baat samajhni chahiye thi ki how special she is . But the thing is ek baar insaan jbtk thokar nhi khata hai tbtk vo chlna nhi seekhta , By being in depression , I am realising ki kya kya krti thi mere liye vo , mera motivation ... Mujhe itna praise krti thi ki mai khud se hi itna confident feel krta tha , bhale hi 

I want to tell you that you can't satisfy yourself , you will always complain on all the things that you are having in your life . May be it's friendship /some relationship /your education and blah blah blah... Once I was also not happy with my relationship because she cares for me alot , she was possesive for me alot . But the thing in her case was neither she used to talk with some boy because she was a girl and she didn't want me to talk to with other girl . That I think is wrong , But i will tell you one thing that she respect me more than her family members , more than everything and even more than GOD. In my early times of that relationship , I really enjoyed that love , respect and everything taht she gave to me . She admires me in any situation if she is stuck and she respects me alot . But I was unaware of the fact that noone in the future is going to respect me this much and the time when I broke up with her she told me "Shubham you will not find someone like...